I have so much to say. I just want to say everything. I want to take these thoughts and lay them down in front of you. I want you to know everything I’m thinking about. I want you to know the thoughts before they can even begin to form into anything. I want you to know all of the unedited versions I have of thoughts, and sentences, and paragraphs and words. I want to tell you everything, but I’m scared that I’m just going to turn into a huge blubbering mess. I’m scared that I’m just going to sit there and repeat myself over and over again. I want to tell you all this cute, happy, lovey stuff but I know I’ll sound like a complete retard if I say it. I just don’t know how to say it anymore, I don’t know how to be cute and stuff. Sometimes when I try it comes out wrong, and silly and stuff.
Basically, what I’m trying to say is. I would do anything for you. I love you, so much. You mean more to me than anything in the entire universe, or solar system, or galaxy or whatever. There are so many things I want to say that would fit in with this, but when I edit it in my head…. well they just don’t sound right. I love you, a lot; and I’m sorry I’m not better at this.
